It is early Monday morning, I am lying awake unable to sleep. Thinking about what just happened between me and my husband – the banter that was less than pleasant and more accusatory. It is all making me feel a bit sick and miserable and I do not quite know what I have done to deserve this. I am trying so hard to be loving and caring but it feels like he is just pushing it back in my face. It seems that the more effort I make, the worse it gets.
I should try and get back to sleep. I have work in a few hours.